I rescued Bugsy, a blind lhasa apso, from Last Hope, and kept him even after we learned he is a biter and will be one until the day he dies. I believe there is good in this little creature and in spite of his aggressive tendencies, want to give him a good home.

When my son became diabetic, I immersed myself in his care until his blood sugars and H1C's were as close to perfect as possible. I promised myself the night we learned of his diabetes that he would be a HEALTHY diabetic, and I fulfilled that promise.

I have collected and donated money to aid the American Diabetes Association many times in the past.

I have donated blood often. I have B+ blood and it gives me tremendous pride to know I can help others in this small way.

When Ronnie came to live with us, I befriended him, became his big sister, helped him with his homework and tried to boost his ego.

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Tonight is the season finale of SUPERNATURAL. Eric Kripke, the show's showrunner and creator, has promised us a killer ending guaranteed to have us tearing our hair out until the show premieres for its fourth season.

Dean has sold his soul to bring his brother Sam back to life, and now the bill has come due. Will Dean die and go to hell? Will Sam have to go evil to save his brother from the pit? The Winchester brothers have become so REAL to those of us watching the series, we certainly don't want Dean, who has saved the lives of many people, to die and go to hell. Nor do we want the sweet, good-hearted Sam, to have to sacrifice the wonderful man he is in order to prevent his brother from that horrific fate. So the question is, will good or evil win on SUPERNATURAL tonight?

I wrote the following in my dean_sam Live Journal on the internet for all the fans of the show who are counting down the hours until 9 PM tonight, anticipating and fearing what will happen:

I re-watched "Crossroad Blues" the other night, and I was thinking--Dean intervened in someone else's deal and got him out of it by trapping the Croosroads Demon under a devil's trap and forcing her to free him by promising to send her back to hell if she didn't.

Could someone do the same for Dean? Trap Lilith in a similar way and force her to release Dean from HIS deal or be exorcised straight back to hell? Or would something like that not work on something like her?

Sigh. Speculation is rampant everywhere. Fan fiction is rife with it. Boards and lists are bombarded with it. The fate of our beloved Winchesters does not rest in our hands.

It's finale night. Everyone is terrified for Sam and Dean Winchester, wondering what Kripke is going to do to them, and hence US, at the end of tonight's show. I'm assuming we're ALL going to be left tattered and broken, sobbing, screaming, with us perhaps shaking our fists at our TV screens, shrieking, "Kripke, you Magnificent Bastard, you've killed me! See? I'm lying in a heap in front of my TV set, dying, and it's all your fault! How am I going to survive until fall??"

I'll be watching alone tonight, but I know we'll all be connected in some way, gathering in a gigantic, comforting, group hug.

I love you all so much!

HUGS GALORE

Robin